I cannot believe how much my life has changed for the worse during the last year since I posted a journal entry. Sufficient to say though, that I don't really want to post anything about it. It is just too hard to even think about it, so I don't like to write it down, too.

I don't know when I can post something again, I am pretty worn out and probably even have a depression. Sometimes I wish I was dead, just to get some rest, because I feel so exhausted all the time. But I am too tired to do something, so no need to worry....

I started to draw again after a break of nearly half a year, but it is really very hard. Not only to get started, but also to get going. I still don't own a scanner, so until I post something will take a while.